Mnemosyne, Muse of Memory

Look at these two lovely ladies.  The one on the right is my beautiful, slender, intelligent wife of nearly thirty five years.  She is having a hard time smiling in this picture because I have allowed the bottom to drop out of her life by losing my position and not being able to get another.  She has headaches and sinus infections; its as if she is trying to sneeze the evil out of her life. 
 
The lady on the left is my daughter, Heather Wyatt Cheng.  She is about to leave on a plane to return to Sen Diego, her newly adopted home.  She is content; complete.  She is 23 weeks pregnant and reading everything on babies she can.  She shopped for baby furniture and plans to redecorate her 1-room apartment in 'Cisco for the new baby.  Its going to be a girl and "Hanna" is on the top of the name list.  I am so happy for Heather.
 
For me, I have a pain in the pit of my stomach constantly and cannot relax.  I am losing my confidence, but I have to get a job of some kind.  This will be truly God's will if I get something.  I thought I needed to go across the country to work there for awhile, but after spending two days completing the application online for Las Vegas, they emailed me to say they weren't interested.  I don't think they wanted a retiree.  So what is in store?  I don't know but I am realizing that life is always unstable, even when you have a job, so you have to have constant faith at all times.
Heather & Donna on the day Heather left for San Diego